With my first art series, I wanted to create something that stayed true to what I love: raw, beautiful sexual imagery that makes people feel something. I wanted the work to excite people. But I also wanted to push beyond traditional mediums—combining this visual intensity with new methods of creating art across video, AI, and paint, all together through my usually unfiltered, instinctive style of photography.

This series became a base—a starting point. From there, I began branching out, taking certain elements of the original images and expanding them into layered works using paint and AI-generated video. In doing so, I found myself creating the beginnings of a fantasy world: one that’s vivid, sensual, and totally mine.

What excites me most is the idea of expanding this further—building an entire fantasy world through art. A world that is just pure imagination, but grounded in reality through my own photography and creative execution. This process, for me, is about more than just making art. It’s about manifesting something that starts as a wild, exciting thought in your head and slowly becomes real. It’s about vision. About holding something powerful in your mind—and through sheer creative force, making it tangible.

The underlying theme here is manifestation. You start with desire, with a fantasy that excites you, and then you build it. You create it. You bring it into reality. That, to me, is the real magic of art.

Begin again.

I stepped away for a while—not because I stopped being an artist, but because I needed to remember why I make art in the first place. The noise got too loud. The pressure to post, to be seen, to fit in—it took over. And in all that, I lost the feeling that brought me to this in the first place: love.

Love for beauty. For emotion. For capturing a moment and turning it into something that lives beyond it.

Being in Berlin changed everything. It’s a city that holds so much—pain, power, freedom, rebellion. You feel it in the streets, in the people, in the silence between sounds. History lives here, and so does the present—loud, chaotic, electric.

Artists here create like no one’s watching. And maybe that’s what I needed to see. That art doesn’t have to be perfect, or popular. It just has to be true.

Berlin reminded me that art isn’t something I do. It’s something I am.

So now, I’m just making. No rules. No pressure. I’m mixing photography with painting, adding layers with video and AI. I don’t know where it’s all going, and I don’t care. The process feels good. It feels honest.

I still get frustrated with platforms like Instagram, where art gets censored or buried. But I’m done letting that stop me. I’ll find new ways. I’ll keep showing up. I’ll keep sharing.

Because making art matters. It matters to me. And if it reaches even one person in a real way—that’s enough.

This isn’t about going back. It’s about becoming. Becoming the kind of artist—and person—I’ve always wanted to be: free, fearless, and full of feeling.

If you’re here reading this, thank you. I hope what I make connects with you. I hope it makes you feel something. That’s the whole point.

– Adam